2010. So many transitions happened in that year. Graduated from high school, went to college, got my license, moved from the youth group to JFF. I experienced so many different things this year and I really feel like God was using those things to shape me and reveal to me what my true self was like. The year was definitely a time of transitions but it was also a year where God truly provided. When I would worry about money and how I would get to school and eat my lunch, there always happened to be a way where I would get the money I needed or the food I needed. I’m so ready to take on this new year now that all the change is slowing down. I can finally stand my ground and breathe.
For this coming year I need to work on:
- B or higher in every class
- Attend every class even if I don’t want to
- Prioritize my academics over play
- Get Good with God
- Be more giving
- Work out
- Find work
- Buy a guitar and camera lens
- Get better at singing
- Be a good brother
I think that’s good for this year :) I hope I can live up to it.
Wow. I have really been neglecting this Tumblr page. Well I have to get back to it :)
The school year ended for me yesterday. It went by way to fast. Honestly, it was like yesterday when I was so lost on campus and I was so intimidated by the people at school but now a whole semester is over. There’s so many things I’ve learned about myself throughout the past 18 weeks or so:
- I need to really put everything into my studies. (Study first, Play second)
- I need to stop skipping class no matter how lazy I am.
- I need to schedule my classes better (which I somewhat did for next semester)
- I need to meet more non-Koreans.
But aside from that, my years been pretty fun. All the KCCC guys and gals definitely made it fun for me. I couldn’t have asked for a better first semester. Yeah there were definitely ups and downs in relationships and moods and all but in the end, I know God will make due of everything we do.
Honestly my spirituality got so much stronger than when I graduated from high school. I still don’t do my QTs enough or read the Bible enough but God’s slowly getting me there.
I made it :)
Today as I was teaching for Sunday School, one of the 2nd graders came up to me and gave me a birthday card for me even though it was 3 weeks late. She’s so cute! My heart almost melted while reading the card.
Broken like branches tossed in the wind.
I don’t know what’s going on inside of me.
Emotions are wild.
My tolerance is strained.
How do I get back up again?
California State University, Northridge.
its already been almost a month since I’ve been going to school and it is definitely a huge change from Bravo. Bravo was Latinos, Armenians, and others but at CSUN theres all these different races. I haven’t been around this many white people since elementary school and there isn’t even that many white people! It’s so hard meeting new friends and hanging out and what not because of the fact that I have to commute. Honestly I hate living at home except for the fact that I am getting fed. I want to go out and experience the true college experience. I mean I already lack the high school experience so I can’t miss out on this one either!
My classes are ART 151: Photography as Art, AAS 100: Introduction to Asian American Studies, MUS 107: Music Today, and AAS 151: Fundamental Public Speech. My classes are so easy this semester. In photography, I’m learning things that I’ve been obsessed with and already know so it’s kind of boring. AAS 100 is kind of interesting because I get to learn about the Asians in America and so it’s kind of like history so it’s still pretty dry. Music Today is nothing like the title of the class. It’s a music appreciation class of American music and its lecture style so I always fall asleep. Speech is a bit dry too except for when we have to go up for a speech, then it is nerve racking. Overall my classes are alright.
I need to find more friends and get to know more people.
There are so many things I know about you and there are so many things that you know about me. It seems a bit dangerous if you think deeply about it but that just shows the deep trust that we have hidden inside us. I’m sure we both had our share of disappointment, jealousy, and hurt from each other, but how can a relationship be a relationship without hardships? The things that we say to each other may seem like jokes and fun but at times its so much more hurtful. Sometimes I want to come before you and spill all the junk that I’ve held inside but I don’t remember how to do that. But please teach me if you will. You can always count on me.
This is a Tumblr Cloud I generated from my blog posts between Jun 1st 2010 and Aug 23rd 2010 containing my top 20 used words.
